Monday, February 22, 2010

Reply to an earlier post

See this post...then I will give you an update...

4 years after Ethan... "I am so done with infertility. This sucks so bad. Why did I wait all that time when I could have found out of this stuff long ago and tried to correct it? Now I am going to be losing my health insurance (and the internet rumor is individual plans will deny me on the basis that I have used Clomid) and having children was a big reason why I got the teacher assistant job in the first place, to be able to afford the kids. Remember, that was Shaun's hangup long ago! I can't help but be angry at him. I guess it is the anger stage of grief. I am grieving my fertility. It is failing me..."

Feeling a bit irritable today. Pray for me.


  1. Infertility sucks, yep. There aren't words to express just how sucky it really is. You have been lifted in prayer, Sunshine.

  2. Oh sweetie! I am so sorry that you are going through all this. I wish there was something that I could do for you. I will be keeping you in my prayers, asking God to give you what you desire. Stay strong!