I spotted a little last night before bed. Still it is too early to know for sure, but I think I am out this month. I will continue to test each day if I haven't had my period, but I am not optimistic.
Planning for my fertility specialist appointment on May 5. Thank you for those who are following. I hope that you are gaining something from this journey.
Father, thank you again for all you are. Thank you that you allow so many people the opportunity to have children when generations past they would be barren, forever. Thank you that you continue to provide for me and for those out there who are reading. The sorrows may last for the night, but JOY comes in the morning. I praise you and rejoice that you have allowed me to be transparent with people and given me the medium to express myself. You are wonderful and I hope and pray that you continue to remind me that you are God and I am not! Father, I pray wholeheartedly for my pregnant after loss friends -- hold them when they are scared, be with them when they worry, protect their little ones to be sure they receive a blessing that lives on this earth in the due time. I pray only for your will. In Jesus' name, AMEN.