Month 12, Cycle 9, Day 7

Period week out of the way. Now onto planning for my fertility appointment. You know, the pressure is definitely off this month so far as I am not taking any Clomid. I have had headaches, but it may just be related to the extra work I had this week.

My temps look good so far. started out 97.9 and now 97.6 for 3 days now. That's good. But, we will see. I am hopeful that after just about a year of this my body remembers what it is supposed to do. I got off birth control in the middle of June and hadn't had a period after 60+ days and then I called the doctor and she ordered some progestins to get my period going again after 80 days. Then another 60+ days and I still hadn't had a period. Another round of progestins. Then each month after that I just took progesterone at the end of my cycles to start it within normal times. After 3 months of that and no pregnancy I started Clomid supplementation. 3 months total for that and now I am medicine free. Maybe, oh just maybe I will work on my own. That would be fantastic.

Father, I pray that you show your glory by providing a child for me in this month of no extra assistance. I pray that you speak in and through the doctors at the fertility clinic that they are aware of your presence and power and that they only tell me to do what you have ordained. I pray that you bless me with children abundantly and that you provide stability for them through me. I also pray for my sisters who are pregnant, that you continue to show them your love despite their fear of loss. I pray for those who are in their two week wait, that you provide them with distractions and show them that you are in control of all things. I also pray for those who are unable still to get pregnant, that you show them what it is you want them to do and that you provide the miracle baby that they so desire. In your will alone, I ask you in Jesus' name AMEN.